I'm about to start crying. Someone flashed on and invisable, and the offline. Someone I really wanted to talk to. I burst out in tears. I'm a lil better now. I really wanna call Chris. Why can't he be a man, pick up and talk!? I just really need a fucking friend right now. And I suppose he doesnt't wanna be, shit man! I need a life. I just wanna... geez, now I'm crying again... It's almost gonna be technically a year of me knowing him (although it's gonna be 6 months of not knowing him on about the same day) that sucks. I wanna be with him again. Just... to be in his arms... sleep in his bed... be with him Fuck, I'm pathetic.